Renewal

So happy. So happy I can't contain, spilling out of me like mad, rushing water. So grateful, not wanting it to stop, letting it flow, loving every minute of it. Loving the new, the unknown, the chaos, the disorder, the certainty, the vision, the calling-me-on-my-shit.

Loving rekindling, loving connection, loving centre, loving home, loving colour, loving sex, loving love, loving detachment, loving method. Loving paint. Loving a different way of doing things, loving the sunshine, loving being open, loving appreciation, loving good conversation. Loving difference, loving respect, loving old movies watched from new eyes. Loving listening.

Respecting differences, and standing my ground, and opening up the cavernous, vast expanses of my fear and my heart and my vulnerability.

Loving every minute of it.

Loving money, and clients, and abundance, and juice, and coffee, and newness. Loving wind and cold and someone else driving. Loving space, loving closeness. Loving acceptance.

Loving ME. Here. now. Being fully present. Not bolting.